It’s amazing how my attitude towards my job can go from extreme joy to extreme loathing in no more than the time it takes to be overcome by crippling stress-related gastrointestinal pain.

After giving up everything else in my life to work 100+ hour weeks for three months, my body and my mind are broken.  I don’t know how long it will take before my brain function goes back to normal and my limbs stop throbbing with pain from built-up exhaustion.  I can’t help but feel that some of the parts of myself that I gave up this summer, I won’t be able to find again.


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